I'm just gonna spit these things out at random.

Last week Friday i put in my letter of resignation. My evaluator/supervisor type person was like, are you sure? Are you sure about this? Do you have another job lined up? Which no i don't, but i wanna quit the gym. (reference from Friends)

I have a meeting with the Principal at 7 in the morning tomorrow, its to discuss next school year. When i got the email about it i figured that this was the sorry we don't want you to work here anymore meeting so that's why i put in the letter. I'm dreading it, i don't want to go especially so early in the morning. I hope i don't get upset during the meeting. bah, i hope its' quick and easy. dread dread dread...

Today was the spirit assembly. I participated in the staff cheer and even did a cart wheel at the end. I got a free shirt out of it. I'll find out tomorrow what my students thought about the assembly. The few i saw in the hall after the assembly said nice flip.  The stupid students booed us though. jackasses.

I have an interview at Seneca Jr High during my spring break. I hope i feel happy about teaching by then and not bitter like i am now.

I finished the application for the library assistant job a week ago in Shorewood but haven't heard anything about it yet. =( I think that would be the right thing, i could go back to school get my counselor degree have some kids then go and be a school counselor. But i'm not sure what's in store with me. Still waiting.

My Nana was supposed to start chemo this week but she got sick and had a high temperature and was not able to start. My mom said she doesn't think she'll make it to chemo, she's so pessimistic. I think it comes from working at the hospital so long and seeing people hurt and dying from disease. She is kinda weak but her fever is going down.

It's awkward at school when teachers are like oh what room will you end up in next year? And i have to pretend that i'm going to be there. I don't really want to tell a lot of people yet, not till i have a plan.

I can't wait for spring break. It's the last week in March.

I was reminiscing the other day, I miss the weekends during college where Andy and I would hang out with his friends Friday night and then hang out with my friends Saturday night . I miss how it was a given that that's what we'd be doing. Even when nothing was specifically planned we would have fun hanging out and doing nothing. Stupid getting jobs and becoming an adult.

This song is in my head i think the lyrics are appropriate...

I'd like to wait, to see how things turn out,
If you apply some pressure,
I'd like to wait, to see how things turn out,
If you apply some pressure,

What happens when you lose every-thing,
you just start again,
you start all over again,
What happens when you lose every-thing,
you just start again,
you start all over again,